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I Always Hid

from Hope & Neurosis by Nathan Holme

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a fresh start it broke my heart
i fell into a hole i'd dug myself
my stage persona, the fragile loner
caught up with me & affected my health

but i always hid
i always hid

the white lies were cut and dry
evidence of fear in a damaged soul
my magic beans, those vivid dreams
all one by one turned into trolls

but i always hid
i always hid

the quiet night, the one man fight
a lengthy monologue in an empty home
the twilight sky, where i learnt to fly
got darker and turned me into stone

i always hid
i always hid


from Hope & Neurosis, released August 1, 2019


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